This is the first work by writer and journalist Verdana Rudan, and in it she tells the life story of Tonka Babić. It is night and Tonka is alone on the couch, watching TV, unwrapping chocolate and waiting for the morning to come when she will say goodbye to her husband Kiki and start a new story with her lover Miki. Not because she no longer loves her husband or because she wants a lover – the real reason is fear, fear of death, and Miki is young and means life. Tonka can be compared to Bridget Jones. Neither of them is satisfied with their own image or with life in general. Bridget hysterically craves people and the world, while rage is building in Tonka. Rage towards her Croatian mother and former party member, towards her biological Serb father, towards her children, towards aging and dying. Rage towards the war, which ended when those who led it decided so. And left the victims behind… A modern novel, written in modern colloquial language.